My Very Own Kpop Confessions

First of all, I know some non-Kpoppers might find this post awkward. But who cares~ This is my blog after all.

I'm not trying to be an annoying stubborn Kpopper girl, but as I used (now I'm still a Kpop fans but just a passive one) to be a hardcore Kpop fan (so far not in once went to any concerts yet), so I'm giving my chance now to express those few confessions that I've been bottle up.

Second of all, let me story a lil bit about my Kpop life.

I've start to discover the Kpop when I was in Form 1 but not yet feel interested. Then the serious feeling came out when I was in Form 3 which is in 2010 when my father installed the Astro in my house. 

Then in 2011 (Form 4), was the epic year of my Kpop life. I have bought 3 Kpop albums cost RM240 and some Kpop merchandise (in local shops). And not to forget, I have make dozens of Kpop pictures into photos which cost almost RM30. And I have make a Kpop Tumblr account, but this is when my SPM exam is already over during end of 2012. But later then, I'd deleted the account.

When the next year, 2012, I was having SPM, the biggest examination in my life (I think so, and so does Malaysians too maybe), I've started to slow down my obsession towards Kpop since I need to focus on my study, until my SPM is over, then I went back to my Kpop life routine. 

And this "on-off" goes again and again until now. Except that now I'm not that so hardcore anymore.

So, as far as I'm being Kpopper, my bias groups are never changed. *so proud of myself*
I'm a JYP Nation stan, and my ultimate bias groups are Wonder Girls & 2PM! I never know which one is on top of the other, because I do love both of them so much.

And sorry to say, I don't have that much interest towards SMe artist, I don't know why. Please don't bash me. Do respect others opinions. But still there are some groups in SM Entertainment that gain my respect like Super Junior, TVXQ etc.

Here let me start my bottled-up Kpop confessions!



1. "Although people say Wonder Girls debut in U.S is a flop, but I love how Koreans either netizens or celebrities still treat them as queens especially in variety show. They are really the Queens of Experience."

>> What I love about Wonder Girls is, they teach me about life. A flop is actually hiding thousands of beautiful experiences. And what a tough they are!



2. "I don't mind if fans nowadays just love the famous and handsome groups like EXO. But don't underestimate the power of the "Asiansoul" Park Jin Young. He is really famous and be favourited back then."



3. "I honestly hate when fans love their idols/biases based on the looks as the first judgement. I won't mind if they think this XX is handsome/pretty, but please not make the appearance/looks as the first reason you had crush on the idols."



4. "When Got7 just debuted last year, people mostly say Bambam as their bias because he's cute. But my eyes instantly fall into Mark. He's just too charming and hot. But now, suddenly I see more people are flying to Mark's territory. Heyyy I don't see you guys before. LULS"



5. "I miss WonderBang so much. Who with me? And I miss the golden years of KPOP during 2006, 2007, 2008."

>> Although it is 2015 now, but I'm still watching this video (2007 or 2008). And many others Wonderbang videos.

6. "When I was first know 2PM, it was from the shows Wild Bunny and Idol Army. But sadly, i know them in 2010, so it means Jaebeom wasn't in 2PM no more :( 
And I still call JayPark as Jaebeom bcoz I miss the dorky 2PM when they're still seven. But they're still dorky though :P"



7. "Can KBS make again for another seasons of Star Golden Bell? It was really fun back then."



8. "I miss Wonder Girls era, when people loves them so much, and make lots of their song's dance cover."

>> One of my favourite Wonder Girls' song, "Tell Me".

9. "I'm sorry but honestly I hate KPOP STAR. It ruins the CEOs (YG & JYP) schedule as they need to plan for further plans in their companies (and obviously YG keeps extend the new girl group's debut from 2012 for AKMU, new winners/contestants from Kpop Star). Unless KPOP STAR rotates the judges for every new seasons, I wouldn't mind."



10. "I miss when JYP used to whisper/shout at the early start of his groups' songs."



11. "When I watched Roommate Season 2, when g.o.d Joon Hyung and Danny Ahn revisited their old dormitory and those their g.o.d fans gathering there just to give their endless support, it just made me think how it would be for 2PM & Wonder Girls in 10 or 15 years later. Are the fans still support them if they would do a mini gathering?"



12. "No offense, I'm a JYP Nation stan, and I do love all the JYP Nation artists. But I think no groups can beat or be as the best as 2PM, even though their hoobae Got7."

>> Please respect others opinions. For once i a lifetime can people just let me free out my feelings.



13. "Can I suggest to Korea ministry that you need to limit the amount of groups/artists that will be debuted every year? Too much of groups with the same concept nowadays."



14. "I'm a hardcore JYP Nation stan. And I wish oneday JYPE make a huge big great JYP Nation concert with all its artists and groups including the former ones."

>> This could so fantastic. I didn't have any intention to go any concerts, so if this happens, I would buy the DVD Concerts and watch every fancams!

15. "Well, I'm a Muslim fan, and I have a dream to change to a better person. But first of all, i have to let go of my Kpop world. Pray for my success. Love you guys."



16. "For me, DJ MASA 2012 KPOP Songs Mashup is the best mashup besides, TOP+Daesung-Oh Mom+Baby Don't Cry."

DJ MASA 2012 Kpop Songs Mash Up is composed of 75 Kpop songs throughout year 2012

This is a mashup of Daesung's "Baby Don't Cry" and TOP's "Oh Mom" and Beyonce's Halo for the background music if you here it carefully.

17. "I'm really impressed with Fei (Miss A)'s cooking talent. She got the compliment by the judge for her capability using the knife."

18. "The best moment in Roommate is, when Jackson speaks English with Joon Hyung and Taecyeon. It feels so closed to me because I can understand them very well."

19. "I honestly think that 2PM is the best at variety shows. Look at them in Running Man Episode 256 (Year 2015). They are so hilarious."


So that's all from me. I hope this is the last time I write about Kpop luls

Wednesday, 22 July, 2015

Day 28th, of being home for semester break.

Things I have done:
Reading books (Antithesis, Diagnosis, Skizo, Pergi Mati, What if Humans Were Like Animals, Pants are Everything),
Practicing taking 5 mugs of mineral water a day,
Make Handmade Oreo Ice-cream,
Scratches my father's car without my intention,

Things I have learnt:
1. Sometimes pushing yourself to work is the best option to make when you know the work itself is worthy for you.
2. (from no. 1) Giving up is not the option to choose as you have no other credibility to brag about, so just stick to what you want to achieve luls
3. Plans are always don't go well, but last minute work does.
4. Bottle up what have you been thinking is much better than let them out.
5. (from no.4) Focusing on your dreams and yourself is way more beneficial things to do.
6. I hate some guys. Kahkah
7. A broad knowledge makes a great writing, and reading books make a broad knowledge.

etc.

Things I have seen:
1. Cat dips its front leg in water while drinks it.
2. Hmm, I have a short-term memory so I don't remember what else

Things that remained secret:
1. Well since this is secret, so what for I'm writing this.



Bytheway, I just been read this in few days ago, and it was a really hilarious story. Thanks for the recommendation buddy!

What If Humans Were Like Animals ?

Saya ada lebih kurang dalam 10 minggu untuk cuti semester nih untuk lakukan perkara-perkara yang saya nak buat dan perkara-perkara yang tak berkesempatan untuk saya buat selama nih.

One of them is, reading.

Bukan lah "membaca" to be exact, tapi nak menghabiskan buku-buku yang saya dah beli kat Big Bad Wolf, Pesta Buku Antarabangsa Kuala Lumpur dan kedai-kedai buku biasa yang menerima baucer buku 1 Malaysia.

Honestly, saya tak cukup rajin nak buat review mengenai buku yang saya dah baca, walaupon niat tuh ada, tapi kali nih, why not saya share some contents from the book I'd read, since it's a fun-facts book.

What If Humans Were Like Animals ?

Kalau refer kepada website Amazon,

Buku nih sesuai untuk mereka yang berumur lingkungan 9 - 12 tahun. Tapi tak bermakna yang dah tua bangka tak boleh baca, or tak perlu baca. Memandangkan buku nih berkisarkan fakta tetapi dalam bentuk lucu, jadi tak salah untuk yang tua bangka nih nak baca. Ecehhh ayat nak back up diri sendiri sebenarnya sebab baca buku kanak-kanak. kahkah.

Untuk pengisian entry kali nih, saya hanya salin bulat-bulat jeh tanpa translate kepada bahasa Melayu. Maaf kalau nampak kemalasan saya kali nih =='

What if Humans Were Like Animals?

Do your parents ever complain that you're behaving like an animal? They usually mean that you are being messy or eating with your mouth open, but what if humans really were like animals?

Sometimes rats eat some of their own young to make sure that only the healthiest babies survive. If humans did this, you'd have to be careful not to annoy your dad!       Hati-hati naaa

Leap of Faith

The day after baby wood ducks hatch, they have to jump out of the tree where their nest is before they can fly. If they are lucky, they have a soft landing and don't hurt themselves.       Macam mana kalau kita?

What if You Lived Between Your Dad's Legs?

How would you feel about standing outside in -40*C for 64 days? You probably wouldn't jump at the chance, but male emperor penguins do this every year, while looking after an egg between their legs when their mates go in search of food. Would you like being crammed between your dad's knees for over two months in the freezing cold?       I wouldn't, but I'm might touched. luls

Longest-Living

It's possible that bowhead whales can live for over 200 years, making them the longest-living mammals on the planet. If you could reach this age, your birthday cake would have to be massive to hold all of the candles. Would you have enough puff left to blow them all out?       HAHA

Take a Bow

What if you saw little kids politely bowing to each other in the playground? This is what dogs do when they want to play - they bow deeply to each other. How polite!       WOW!

What if Life Were a Musical?

If humans communicated like animals, everyday life would become very exciting and strange. You'd certainly never be bored.

Whales communicate with song, even though their clicks, squeals, and long, drown-out groans may not sound very musical to us. If all of your teachers taught their lessons in song, school would be a lot more lively, don't you think? And by whale-singing standards, it wouldn't even matter if they couldn't sing very well.       Hahaha macam syok sendiri jeh

What if You Fell in Love With Farts?

Most people consider farting rude, smelly, and something that should be avoided in public at all costs, but some animals are unashamed of their tremendous gases.

Farts - they are wonderful things if you're a southern pine beetle. The smell of the female beetle's farts is highly attractive to a male. So, ladies, forget the perfume or bubble bath, all you need is what nature gave you - a healthy dose of digestive gas.       Kahkahkah

Nutrient Nabbers

Believe it or not, some pesky parasites steal nutrients from other animals. Male angler fish attach themselves to the much larger female angler fish and absorb nutrients from them. If human males were parasites like this, imagine how annoying it would be if you were just running to the store and were bombarded by a horde of tiny men trying to nab your nutrients.       Euwww. Scary!

X-tra Special

The X-tra tetra fish has a see-through body, so you can see all of its inner working. If you were transparent, everyone would be able to see what you'd just eaten for lunch.       Amazed!

What if Your Mom Puked in Your Mouth?

Some mother birds feed their babies by eating the food first and then vomiting it back up into their little ones' mouths. It's called regurgitation. Human babies need feeding more frequently than adults, so if your mom fed you like this, that would be a whole lot of puking.       Euuwww geli. Haha anak tak sedar diri.

Fine Dining...Down the Toilet

Magpie birds regularly pick hrough piles of animal poo, looking for undigested food. If you did the same, you'd have to eat all of your meals in the bathroom and would probably become seriously ill from all of the nasty bacteria.       Disgusted.

What if Someone Drank Your Sweat?

Sweat bees live on hot countries and land on people's faces to drink their sweat. What if every time you got a bit hot and sweaty you had to fend off other people swooping in for a tasty lick? Gym class at school would be a nightmare.       Masinnyaaa

What if You Had To Dance For Your Dinner?

What if dancing weren't just a fun thing to do, but were actually essential for your survival? Weasels are said to perform a hypnotizing "dance" to confuse their prey before they pounce. Imagine if your parents made you dance for your dinner every day. Cringe!       Boleh kurus aku ginih gaya

What if Your Mom Ate Your Dad'd Head?

Isn't it gross when your mom and dad kiss and hold hands? Consider yourself lucky that your mom doesn't have the habits of an insect called praying mantis. After getting romantic, the female sometimes bites off her partner's head. Just be grateful that your dad still has his head - some poor praying mantis kids can't say the same about this.       Confirm laki serik dah nak ber-romantic kahkahkah

Dance for Your Life

Male wolf spiders do special dances that (sometimes) stop the females from eating them. What if your dad had to dance for your mom to make sure he lived to see another day? It might be entertaining for you, but your poor dad wouldn't find it much fun.       Taktau nak sedih atau nak gelak huhu

Newborn Gnawers

In some spider species, the first thing babies do after hatching is eat their mother. That's a nice way to thank you poor old mom!       Terkesima ayah

Monster Babies

Probably the most unlucky mother in the animal world is the gall midge (a type of flying insect). Her gruesome babies are so impatient to be born that they eat their way out of her body. Just imagine...       Nak beranak pon sakit, inikan pula baby makan perut mak dari dalam. Hmmm

Spit 'n' Sleep

The edible-nest swiftlet is a small bird that makes a nest from its own spit. The spit dries out to make a solid crust. Would you like sleeping in a bed made of your mom and dad's spit?       Bersyukur lah tak kena ludah huhu

Babies For Breakfast

Goldfish eat their own eggs. If you were in danger of being eater from the moment you popped into the world, you'd really have to rely on a nurse at the hospital to save you from your hungry mom.       Bersyukur lah tak kena makan masa baby dulu

What if Your Parents Abandoned You?

If you hatched out of an egg on a deserted beach and your mom nowhere to be seen, do you think you could find your way home? Turtles bury their eggs in the sand and then leave them there to hatch.       Ini mungkin berlaku dalam dunia realiti. Kes pembuangan bayi. Tapi penyu tak buang bayi, cuma lumrah alam.

Thanks, Mom

Most birds look after their babies for at least a couple weeks, but megapode chicks have to fend for themselves from day one. Imagine if you'd had to wash your clothes and cook your own meals as a baby.       Now I realised, betapa manja nya kita berbanding makhluk Allah yang lain. Itu pon masih merungut. #deep

The Booby Prize

Male dyak fruit bats are the only male mammals that have milk-producing breasts, so both moms and dads feed their young. Just imagine your own dad with a pair of breasts...       Kahkahkah ini lawak kahkah

Who Needs a Handshake?

When your cat lovingly rubs his head against your leg, he's marking you as part of his territory with his facial scent glands. What if this were how your best friend greeted you at school every day?       Oooo I didn't knew that!

Bloody Bears

By the time polar bears finish their two-week mating season, the males are covered in blood from fighting each other. This might be an attractive look for a polar bear, but it's not a recommended way to impress humans.       Ini baru namanya sanggup berkorban nyawa demi orang yang dicintai. kehkeh

What if Girls Were in Charge?

Clownfish live in groups of males, led by one dominant female. Does a male take charge if the female dies? Sure, but he has to change into a female clownfish first.       HAHAHA 

Masha Allah. Hebat tak kuasa Allah. Merancang apa yang sudah terbaik untuk hambaNya. Every thing happens for reasons. Dan siapa kita untuk mempertikaikan rancangan dan ciptaan Allah.

Assalamualaikum. Dan selamat berpuasa :)

Second attempt of Homemade Oreo Ice-Cream

Menjadi satu rutin bagi para mahasiswi bila ada masa terluang pada cuti semester mesti ke dapur.

Yang mahir, rutin ini menjadi kebiasaan. (kategori 1)
Yang tidak mahir, ini lah masanya untuk melatih kemahiran di dapur. (kategori 2)

Orang kata, apa guna duit hantaran mahal, kalau kat dapur hampeh.
Atau bahasa kasarnya, 

Kau dengan duit hantaran mahal kau tuh, NAHHHH, pergi masak sana. okeh #deep

Hmmmmmmmm jangan tanya sama ada saya nih dalam kategori 1 atau 2. Biar itu menjadi rahsia. Kahkahkahkah.

So, entry kali nih, dah terang lagi bersuluh, cubaan kali kedua saya membuat Ais-Krim Oreo.

Sebenarnya, perkongsian resepi bukan menjadi tujuan utama entry kali nih, memandangkan resepinya saya hanya ikut dari Internet jeh. (boleh pergi ke link ini). Bukan rekaan saya sendiri ye. Hak milik empunya. Tapi sebab melalui resepi ini, saya dapati beberapa kekeliruan yang mungkin dihadapi kebanyakan wanita yang baru nak menjinak jinak dengan dunia dapur. Dan saya harap para wanita yang dalam kategori 1 di atas, mohon ye, mohon untuk tidak membuat kekeliruan lagi bila nak share resepi. huhuhuhu

Jadi, sambil sambil saya copy paste resepi Ais Krim Oreo, saya selitkan sekali perkara yang saya keliru.

HOMEMADE OREO ICE-CREAM

Bahan - bahan :

1 1/2 gelas susu cair

1/2 tin susu pekat

1 sudu besar ovalette (pastikan halal)

Sedikit esen vanilla

1 paket oreo vanilla

Tak kisah kot Full Cream or not.

Ini adalah krimer manis. 

Dalam list bahan bahan tadi, dinyatakan setengah tin susu pekat.
Well, i guess this is confusing. There's diference between susu pekat & krimer manis.
But i use krimer manis. For more details, here.

Ovalette. Brand Kijang. You can refer here, for the Halal ones.

1 paket oreo.

Yang nih saya sajeh jeh isi. Dah terbeli sekali.

Esen Vanilla

Cara - cara :

1. Blend susu cair, susu pekat, ovalette, dan esen vanilla sehingga gebu.

2. Patahkan biskut oreo jadi kecil-kecil. Tapi asingkan cream oreo tuh. Kita tak guna cream oreo sekali. Kalau nak makan, makan jelah kot. Huhu

3. Masukkan biskut oreo tadi dalam bahan bahan yang sudah di-blend. Kacau-kacau biar rata.

4. Simpan dalam peti ais (freezer), untuk beberapa jam. Kemudian, sedia untuk dinikmati :)

Have fun!

Ini jeh perkara paling simple women can do, i think.

Kalau kalian bukak link yang saya sertakan mengenai susu pekat dan krimer manis, saya yakin kalian akan jadi bingung nak bezakan susu pekat dan krimer manis. Ingatkan sama, padahal tidak.

Selamat mencuba.

Assalamualaikum, dan selamat berpuasa :)

p/s : Saya baru perasan entry untuk tahun nih 10 pon tak sampai lagi. Nampak kehambarannya di situh =='

blogging, buang masa, Benz Ali, bahaya

This time, saya combined few topics in one post. Senang.

Blogging.
Selama ni saya selalu rasa, saya hanya membuang masa jeh buat blog, blogging sepanjang masa. No, saya tak maksudkan ORANG yang buat blog adalah orang yang membuang masa, NOOO~~~ Mampos keghing saya kena bash ngan fans Fatin Liyana , Keknis sebab statement nih.

Apa yang saya maksudkan adalah, SAYA nih haa yang buang masa tulis blog, sedangkan ada je kerja berfaedah lain boleh buat. Maybe that's the reason dulu dulu saya asyik delete akaun blog. Orang kata, nak konsisten berdepan dengan jalan yang kita pilih kena ada "a big why" supaya kita tak goyah bila jalan pilihan kita dipertikaikan, dan tak putus asa bila berdepan cabaran.

Tapi sedar atau tidak, semua perkara ada pro and contra. Sama ada lebih kepada keburukan mahupon kebaikan, itu bergantung juga pada jati diri individu dan kesediaan masyarakat tersebut. (amboihh ayat kemain kahkah) 

Sampai satu masa tuh, saya ada terbaca sebuah coretan dari judul Antithesis, karya Benz Ali. 

Ringan-ringankanlah tangan tanpa segan dengan membawa sebuah buku, kalau mahu pergi ke mana-mana. Di Malaysia, kita ada banyak betul masa menunggu. Sangat membazir jika masa menunggu bas, masa lampu merah, cuma digunakan untuk menyumpah dan marah. Sekurang-kurangnya sehelai dua muka surat, kita dapat habiskan dalam masa-masa menunggu ni.

Menulis dan terus menulis sama ada di Facebook atau di Blog. Limit aku menulis dalam sehari mestilah lebih dari 1,000 patah perkataan. Bermaksud sebulan adalah 30,000 patah perkataan. Ini adalah sebuah jumlah yang awesome untuk melatih kepenulisan kau.

Kalau tadi, saya cakap kita kena ada "a big why" bila memilih sesuatu perkara. So, tak salah kalau saya pilih Bloging adalah salah satu kaedah untuk saya melatih gaya penulisan dan berfikir saya :)



Benz Ali.
Saya tak kenal pon siapa Benz Ali nih, tapi memandangkan nak habiskan baucer buku yang masih berbaki RM100, so saya rembat jelah buku nih.

First of all, gaya dia berfikir is quite inspiring. TAPI, BAHAYA sometimes.

What is good about his book "Antithesis" is,
Dia menggalakkan usaha dan ikhtiar dari individu itu sendiri, instead of kita hanya menganga mulut tunggu untuk disuap. Well, that's a great thing that comes out from a youngster mind. Bila mana masyarakat mengecam ketidak-progresifan (wujud ke perkataan ni luls) para jiwa muda terutama mereka yang dari golongan mahasiswa, dia (Benz Ali) mengetengahkan tembok sebenar yang menghalang kami (mahasiswa) untuk menjadi progresif, iaitu Universiti itu sendiri.

Kerap juga dalam penulisannya, dia (Benz Ali) menggalakkan penggunaan logical thinking bila berdepan dengan sesuatu isu, supaya hujah boleh dipatah dengan hujah. And this, i couldn't agree more.

Tapi, pemikiran yang sangat ekstrem membuatkan saya bimbang kadang kadang.
Once again, BILAMANA kita terlalu bergantung kepada logical thinking tanpa batasan, ini yang membimbangkan saya. Dengan ilmu yang cetek, saya bimbang boleh jatuh murtad or something worse.

But still, pendapat, buah fikiran bukanlah sesuatu yang kita harus terima bulat bulat. So, mana yang baik, saya ambil, mana yang tak berapa setuju, saya jadikan sebagai bahan untuk dibahaskan. Tidak gituhh ??

Apa apa pon, membaca lah apa bentuk jenis bacaan sekali pon, ianya tidak salah. Tetapi bagaimana anda mentafsirkan bacaan anda menjadi sesuatu yang positif itu yang penting.

Selamat membaca :)

Saje nak ber-selfie =='

Jika anda mudah tersinggung, jangan beli buku ini. -Penerbit