rambling nonsense-ly

It’s been 10 months since my last entry. Lots of things happened. I got my first job. And the covid in Malaysia is getting worse and worse that even achieved 13k cases per day. And I was struggling in between the job and the preparation of my marriage. And yeah, I’M MARRIED! Haha 😆 I didn’t have the time to update about that. Failed to manage my time properly, sorry 😐 And then life is getting rollercoaster-ing due to the long-distance marriage of me and my husband 🥴 And the job is getting unpromising. So I quit my job. Should have been started my second job right afterwards but unfortunately luck was not on my side, I shall say. So the employment was being postponed to the time that covid cases under controlled so that the government’s SOP would be loosened for the industry to be opened a little bit more. But with the current condition of my beloved country; the ignorant politicians alongside the stubbornness of the Rakyat, and lots of things and dramas and issues, it seems like I should let them be and just make myself move on to the next things in my life. I just can’t believe that this country of mine is slowly regressing. I don’t know, life is really getting harder you know, nationally and worldwide. So in the meantime, I started to focus more on my online businesses. Oh sorry not to mention that I started this side hustles last October, not so actively. That’s pretty lots of things happened huh? So now here I am, coming back to this blog and compressing all those 10-month stories in a single entry. Haha. Oh again, I’m sorry not to mention that I’d stopped taking meds for more than six months. Wait, haven’t I mentioned somewhere before in this blog that I was diagnosed with hyperthyroid last three years? Haha that’s pretty lot of things I didn’t cover on this blog. It’s maybe because I never wanted to share moments at the first place but preferably to share thoughts and experiences and some maturity. Perhaps. And hoping so. And maybe now is the turning point that I expose my inner self of how easily I am to rambling nonsense-ly about things. This entry should be a short one. But I don’t know why I can’t stop writing 😂 I should stop here. Seriously.

Oh, just wanted to share that I just finished watching and reading the anime Fruits Basket. I REALLY have lot’s of things to talk about this anime. As much as I cried reading the story. I would write about that later. Definitely!

And sorry for my bad English. My English was never good. But I honestly enjoy speaking in English, sometimes.

See you again!

Love,
f.

ps. SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA !