A short phone call could change everything.
The mood, the spirit, the perception.
I wish that everyday just like yesterday.
Taking care for me even for simple thing.
You just know what really happened to me,
though you are not.
Giving the hopes when I'm literally saying no.
Saying that I couldn't.
Be the best and the only best supporter when difficulties are coming to me.
Or I'm the one that come to it.
Yet, your advices are making me strong to face all of them.
Make me responsible enough to carry my faults.
But,
Today,
I didn't do what I used to do.
Seeking for others,
Not you.
Hoping that I could get best responses like you,
When actually I know no one can beat yours.
Stranded, full of guilty, lack of resposibility, egoism.
Are they going to destruct me?
Are you going to let me to go that way?
Trying to be okay, though I'm not,
Trying to be strong, though I'm so weak,
Trying to be the one that know the best answer, though I'm bad in making decisions.
Yes, I'm very hoping a phone call from you everyday.
Taking me out from the darks, bring me to the lights.
You are the only person I love that Him is still lending you for me.
Dear Ayah,
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